A Little Note, Just For You.

To A:

You are crazy. You're so moody and irritable and loud and sometimes a wee bit obnoxious, but oh how I love you. You've become like my left arm over the past eight years- I'm so used to you being there and I just don't know what I'd do without you. Together we are as comfortable as old socks.

To M:

I don't know how you do what you've done all these years, but thank you. You are so good and I just don't have words for it. But I do miss how close we used to be when I was little- we should bake a cake together again soon, like old times. I love you, you strange woman.

Also, I'd love if you could drive me to school tomorrow..

To D:

Well, look at us now. I'm sorry for hating you for fourteen years, but I'm even more sorry that you deserved it. You really ruined us, but God had a plan and he was more than merciful. You're a new person, and I love you. I just wish it didn't take this much to get things right.

To C:

You changed my life. You really did. Meeting you was fate, and you are such a blessing to me- such a wonderful human being. You're the coolest person I know, and I love our relationship. We go together like two peas in a pod, and I have an entire iTunes playlist of songs you've sent me. One day we'll travel the world together, and I plan to love every second of it.

To M:

You're a beautiful person. You really are- your happiness and luminosity is contagious. I'm so happy to have met you, and I really do think our friendship can only grow from here. Even though OMAM didn't work out, we can still get together with tea and cupcakes and listen to their album, cause I can really see that happening. I love that you appreciate books and maps, oh maps! Oh and I love your hair.

To PD:

Thank you for everything you've done for me and my family. You're so crazy and scatter-brained and really just quite odd, but you're a wonderful human being and you give such good hugs. May God bless you with many more good years to come.

To S:

You will go so far in life, and I really hope you do. You deserve the best things in this world, and you don't need anyone stopping you or holding you back. I know things are crappy, but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger and things always happen for a reason. You're so beautiful and strong. You can move past this, and you always have me to fall back on.

To J:

My gosh you irritate me. Just looking at you makes me angry. Where are you going in life? What are your goals or ambitions? Don't you realise you're just a pretty face (hardly), with nothing else to you? No personality, no intelligence? And how do you sleep at night, while you bitch about so many people behind their backs. You are the most superficial, arrogant, fake and empty person I have ever met.

To M:

You made my life hell, and I will never forget how you laughed at me when I told you I was going to write a novel one day. Fuck you. Don't you dare laugh at my dreams. I will write a novel, and run you over with my expensive shiny car when I become a bestselling author and you still work at McDonald's.

To J:

I saved you for the end, and still I don't quite know what to say. I don't know how or why you like me, or how or why we're together. We are such an odd pair. We disagree on most things, and part of me truly is distraught that you don't like Of Monsters & Men (or any decent music for that matter). But I like you. I haven't quite figured you out yet, but I do, I like you. Actually, I love you. I can't decide whether I saw it coming or not, but I've always come back to you- well, my heart has. I could fancy any boy, but always be drawn back to you. Funny that.

I wish things had turned out differently for you and your family. Part of my heart still hurts for you, is that weird to say? It's true though. But you've done so well. He'd be so so proud of you. You're such a blessing to me, and you're so good to me too. I love being with you.

Oh and I always thought you had such kind eyes, and I still do think that.

My gosh, I've written you a paragraph...

To G:

You've blessed me with everything I have, though I am deserving of none of it. You are so amazing that I have no words to describe it. I pray that you make me more like you and less like me every day, and that you will shine your light through me and help me bring people to you.

Oh, and when I see you someday- I have a lot of questions..